Friday, June 19, 2009

fresh start

How did I get to this point??

I can't even write anymore. I've forgotten how. I don't write for fun anymore. I never write for myself, not like I used to.

I feel like this is a stupid "crisis" that everyone goes through. One of those things that seems worse when it happens to you.

This isn't even why I'm upset. I'm just using it to mask my real frustrations. I'm just nervous as to who will find this because I don't want the wrong people reading my words. That more or less defeats the purpose of having an online journal, but hey--Blogger doesn't have the option of making some of my entries private. I'll just have to compromise with the site. Besides, by the time I want to go back and reread my entries, there's no way that I'll remember what was referring to if I speak about it vaguely. We all know that some things are better off forgotten.

I'm a genius. (Ha. Ha.)

hasta luego.